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petal-parasol:

Holy shit I just found my old diary when I was trying to find my old poetry notebook and

Wow

I was so fuckin angsty this is embarassing

My entire life seemed to revolve around boys????What the heckie lil me why are you angsting over boys get your shit together jfc

I also wrote sideways and upside down a lot cause I thought it made me seem like a poetic soul UGH this is a travesty

I wrote something about how one of my friends was obsessed with a boy and said it wasn’t healthy

Shut up lil me you have no room to talk

petal-parasol:

Holy shit I just found my old diary when I was trying to find my old poetry notebook and

Wow

I was so fuckin angsty this is embarassing

My entire life seemed to revolve around boys????What the heckie lil me why are you angsting over boys get your shit together jfc

I also wrote sideways and upside down a lot cause I thought it made me seem like a poetic soul UGH this is a travesty

Holy shit I just found my old diary when I was trying to find my old poetry notebook and

Wow

I was so fuckin angsty this is embarassing

BEHOLD THE KAWAII

I LOVE the suspender skirt it’s so fucking cool, in the pictures it looks light blue (and on the website it also looked light blue) but in real life it’s a gorgeous turquoise holy shit I love it.

I really like the bloomers they make my butt so fuckin ruffly I love having a rufflebutt??? They look equally cute with the legs pulled down or bunched up short I can’t wait to wear them out omg

And there’s not much I can say about the skirt I guess?? It’s pink. It’ll look cute with my leather jacket.

MY STUFF IS HERE

IS VERY VERY CUTE AND RUFFLY

And I took pics but I’m hesitant to post them cause they’re very bad quality and you see my knees a lot. I have ugly knees. I think everyone in the world has ugly knees too, though. It is possible to have attractive knees??

Whatever I’m gonna post them anyway I am EXICTED

IT’S VERY EXCITING WHEN YOU CHECK TRACKING ON A PACKAGE AND IT’S FINALLY IN YOUR PROVINCE AHHHH

I’m prooooobably going to post tons of selfies of me in cute clothes today. Just warning you guys.

buying orange/purple/black hybrids, sweet olive/holly starts and cedar saplings!

I’m starting to decorate my town for Halloween and plants are a chore to acquire in large numbers;; If anyone has extra hybrids/bush starts/saplings or if anyone can dupe a bunch for me, just name your price! c:

I’m so jealous of people with expressive eyebrows, mine are just immobile caterpillars perched above my eyes

So I just got home from hanging out with my mom and basically I found out that she doesn’t consider racist stereotypes to be racist and that she’s where my brother learned to use “gay” as a negative adjective. I’m just so angry and so upset and I’ve just had to deal with some bullshit similar to this recently and u g h

I’m slowly learning that almost everyone I know is actually kind of gross and it’s very upsetting

(Source: evenstarcrossing)

In the spirit of Halloween, what type of monster could you see me as?

(Source: monacomonoikos)

Anonymous sent:

Thanks for the hair tutorial for acnl. You're a life saver.

Ahh I’m glad you find it helpful!<3

glittering gold giveaway winner chosen!

OOPS I forgot to pick the winner last night;;

The winner is aventinemintha! They’ve been contacted and have 24 hours to respond before I roll for a new winner. Congratulations!<3

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Anonymous sent:

i have like. a platonic crush??? on a friend. liKE I MEAN WE'RE ALREADY FRIENDS AND I THINK OF HER AS A FRIEND???? BUT LIKE I ALSO REALLY WANNA KISS HER AND IM JUST. WHAT. WHA ? WHY. IM SO CONFUSED. SHE LIKE. IS QUESTIONING HER SEXUALITY AND SOMETIME I WONDER WHAT SHE WOULD DO IF I JUST. KISSED HER. I MEAN I WOULD NEVER DO THAT BC OUR FRIENDSHIP IS IMPORTANT TO ME BUT DAMN. I WANT TO KISS A FRIEND AND DO DATEY STUFF? BUT AS FRIENDS IM LITERALLY SO CONFUSED I NEED HELP

I WILL TRY TO HELP, DON’T FREAK OUT TOO MUCH BBY, DISCOVERING YOURSELF IS VERY SCARY BUT I BELIEVE IN YOU

Okay WELLLL I’m not well-versed on this specifically, but you might wanna look into queer-platonic relationships and see if that matches what you’re feeling/wanting?? My understanding is that people in queer-platonic relationships are more than best friends, but don’t have romantic feelings for each other, though they may well do things generally considered by most of society to be romantic or even sexual and have a real commitment to each other. They’ll go on dates, maybe marry, maybe even raise kids together, but it’s a strong bond of friendship rather than a romantic love that they share.

I DUNNO THOUGH that’s just my understanding, I hopped around a few different sites I found looking stuff up and idk, you know yourself better than I do, try researching queer-platonic relationships and see what you come up with! And if you think the shoe might fit, maybe try caaaaasually bringing it up with your friend. “Hey so I read about this thing the other day…” and see what she thinks.

I hope you’re able to learn something that makes you feel more comfortable with what you’re feeling!;; There are so many new words and terms and labels just popping up in recent years and there’s just soo much to find and learning new things about yourself can be really overwhelming and jarring but you can totally handle this! You’ve got this! You’ll be okay and I wish you the best of luck<333

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Anonymous sent:

Bit on an inappropriate joke, but here goes. How come Barbie has never gotten pregnant? Because Ken always came in another box.

IT TOOK ME A SECOND BUT HOLY SHIT